A New Era

I've been knocked sideways and backwards this week trying to come to terms with Malcolm's recent marriage. When I first heard about it, I thought I didn't mind and was okay for several days. Then the reality struck and it has been quite dreadful. The sense of loss is overwhelming and I don't even have widowhood to sustain me. Poor me. I know I need to stop moaning but it is so hard. OK, I have stuff to do so I will go and do it.